National Day??

30 August 2006 was the first time ever i broke my own record
to welcome the 49th Malaysia National Day.

The crowd sang and cheered as the clock strucked 12.
The moment we were waiting is not for Merdeka.
Instead, we were waiting the explosion of fireworks in the dark
velvet sky.

There is never a day i will remember myself as a person in this
country. Although i call myself a Malaysian for 23 long years.

As i know, many of my friends feel the same way too. Why is this
happening? Sad to say, many Malaysian Chinese has high expectation
which has been turned down.

Be it in a Scholarship applications, quotas, competitions... do we really
stand a place in this?

When will there be a day i look forward to celebrating our National Day?